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Thursday, 15 December 2011

Maybe I should venture into the outside world?.......naw

Tonight I ate half a container of sea salt brownies from Trader Joes. Then I took a nice long bath. After that I spent a good half hour with my dad discussing what he enchantments he should put on his new glass armor in Skyrim. Then I timed him so that way he could take a potion and get all his enchantments done in 30 seconds. I followed that by playing with my obese cats a bit. Just a regular night for good old hermit me, and I love it :)

Monday, 29 August 2011

A Question

Lately I can’t help but wonder what you are supposed to do when you don’t have much in common with friends. After coming home, and unpacking my life so that it is not in the box of a college mind set*. I can’t help but have this feeling that I have nothing in common with some of my friends, especially ones in my age group. Besides the basics of being broke/ in school or job hunting/ frustrated with family/ or just plain old bored, I feel like our interest are completely different.

Sure when I have gone out lately I have been having fun and enjoy hanging out with them but it’s like there is no common grounds. Movie taste are different, music taste vary, clothes, books, food etc. And I feel like half of the time is spend reminiscing about the good old days. I am sick of having to fend myself from people dragging me into things that hold no interest to me (clubbing, romantic comedies etc). It is also depressing to think that all the stuff that I find enjoyable, I mostly do by myself because my friends are disinterested.

What do you do when after 5, 10, 15 years your taste and interest are so different? Saying “Hey we had some good times, but know your taste don’t interest me, see you later” seems harsh and I don’t want people to think that I dislike them because we have different interest. I don’t mind that my friends have other interest, some diversity is good but having almost no common ground is dangerous. Or do you just let things fade, slowly fall out of touch. Be friends on Facebook seeing details of each other’s lives, occasionally commenting but rarely together?

* My college mind set went something along the line of this; read, read, flash card, read, write, eat, run, sleep, repeat.

Sunday, 24 April 2011

Life goals being redeveloped

I am drinking coffee at 12:30 at night, should be noted this is representative of my destroyed sleep cycle. I binge on sleep for 2 or 3 days and get like 12 hours, and then I have class the other days so I get like 4 or 5.

I have 6 weeks of class left tell I am done for my bachelors, graduating, officially. Everyone keeps talking about how I am the first to graduate in my family in like generations (maybe ever), and how proud they are. Personally I couldn’t give a shit, I just want to be done with this ridicules cycle of “education”. I want to take a nice long break away from school. I have vowed after graduating, I don’t plan on reading a book for a least a month. I want to uninstall Word off my computer, realistically I won’t b/c word is expensive and I’ll need it to write my resume but I can dream.

I have revaluated my life and goals, and decided my new goal in life is to become a B rated scifi/horror movie star. It takes no talent, tits and pays descent. Plus they are my favorite type of movie to watch. My other goal to meet Matthew Gray Gubler and possibly have lots of babies with him. Just meeting him would be nice and more realistic but hey I need to have aspirations in life right?

Well I have a crap ton of reading to do about child abuse and perpetrators, and a no doubt thrilling chapter of stats about multi-variable regression! Also I am going for the most inconsistent blogger of the year award so don’t expect another update for weeks, months or years.

Friday, 04 March 2011

yeap this is my return to blogging

Today this incredibly attractive man in his mid-twenties hit on me at the gym. And I mean he was fucking attractive. And he was hitting on me. This is pretty much the most exciting thing to happen to me since I discovered Ben & Jerry's half baked.

I am know going to remove all of the excessive sweat from my body and attempt to study for my first final tomorow.

p.s. yeah this is my first blog post in about 2 or 3 years, so what?